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Tan Kah Wang, 20, 24/1/91 (:
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Thursday, 30 April 2009
work seems to start accumulating...
problems seem to come all at once... health is also deteriorating(not swine flu pls)... perfect time to have a holiday and hopefully everything turns out well this period (: 找不到方向 挂彩虹天堂 有你说的爱 在用幸福触摸忧伤 两个人 相守直到白发苍苍 自由的飞翔在灿烂的星光 有你在我身旁 11:18 pm Monday, 27 April 2009 okay,i got nth much to do so i came here (: suddenly i really hate mondays!!! first of all,dunno why every morning i will sweat like hell. whole uniform all wet like bathing or raining like that. then got monday blues also,start of a new week.sian! when is weekends going to come is the first qns i think of every monday morning. had chem test todae and it was abit tough i think. hai yo.plus plus plus,chem teacher is back and tml thres spa trial 3!?!? wa piang,1 week past and forgot everything liao lor. worst of all,i think i'm gonna get sick soon. throat super pain and like fever coming. sian sian sian!dunno how many times i got sick this year. unlike secondary school,sick?at most once or twice per year. now?every 2 months once?haiyo! this week gonna be so sian. so looking forward to labour day! faster come pls! talentime this wednesday,good luck all peeps! and changed my blog song to my 2007 song of the year,hehe! welled up some emotions of the events that happened in that year (: 一年前-胡彦斌 你还记得一年前 我们初次约会的那天 你靠在我左手的肩 问为什么月亮这么圆 我说是庆祝我和你见面 你说我的嘴怎么这么甜 可是现在的你 不再像从前 是什么让我们疏远 我发现你和我的距离开始越来越远 感觉不到 你还在身边 我只能活在期盼 回到过去的世界 坚持到最后一夜 曾经的一点一点 支离破碎的画面 是否和我一样想念 想念那每一个细节 5:39 pm Friday, 24 April 2009 yoyoyo!favourite day of the week again.fridae! well this week got quite some ups and downs basically. tuesday was the spa trial 2 or rather the first one for our class. hmm,okay la.memorised and wrote down most of the stuff correctly. and chem spa is in 2 weeks time,confirm forget everything by then. wednesday chem teacher was down with..chicken pox!??!? heheh.good day.had cca till 6 like that and went straight home to study. cause thursday having maths test and i sweared i didnt start studying till wednesday 7pm. and i was damm tired i studied for only 2 hours. flipped through the tutorials and went litespeed see the US lesson ws. okay,thats all i have prepared. so on thursday,the maths test really one word,good game alr! thought the paper is manageable since i can do qns 1 and 2. after that,wa piang.here careless abit,thre dunno how do.wan dan liao la. admission to US?ha! todae had physics lecture test. as usual our teacher marked super fast and return the paper to us during practical. okay,shocking news! i got an A (: haha.its all because of the 14 marks explanations questions i think. the teachers asked us to memorised everything in thre and vomit out on the test. so i did and scored 14 marks out of 14 for that (: heheh.A lei but i think like abit not accurate since got the 14 marks thingy. next test coming will be the chem lecture test. hope i can do well for it and i'm sure i will with the motivations (: 回忆过去痛苦的相思忘不了 为何你还来拨动我心跳 爱你怎么能了今夜的你应该明了 缘难了情难了 its been 3 years .. (: 10:28 pm Saturday, 18 April 2009  你常常说 我很完美 没人能取代 我给的一切 我就以为 我努力更完美 我们 就会永远 完美并不美 我们多虚伪 你让我的好 变成一种罪 完美并不美 当你爱了谁 我的完美也只是 不完美 後来你说 我太完美 值得更好的 陪在我身边 你不是我 你怎么能体会 你有 多么珍贵 我的完美成了罪 Friday, 17 April 2009 yoyoyo!its fridae night again! yea,best day of the week (: okay,to start off,i failed my GP TCA 3. it was hell bad,duno whether can pass GP in A lvl or not. on wednesday afternoon,no cca (: so went JP for lunch. pepper lunch and saw mango girl again in JP (: after that then went tengye house cause cz wants print smth. okay,tengye house really like arcade like that. super cool imac com,dunno how many coms and lappys,xbox,ps2,ps3. ha.if i'm staying in that house,think i everyday no mood do homework. todae was an extreme physics day i think. quantum lecture,and 3 hours of physics tutorial. and guessed what,i finished almost a pack of chipsmore todae,damm fattening sia. anyway,celebrated junxian birthday todae in advance. it was kind of weird la,but nvr mind. after physics tut at 3 plus,played uno in school till 5 accompanying the 3 ppl waiting for the GP remedial. i duno why must start so late, last year still rmb me and wj need stoned in school from 12.30 to 4.30 on fridae. think i'm goin to do that again soon cause i flunked my TCA 3 ): okay,206 more days to A lvl. may sound long but not that long actually. and i just start like on kinematics for physics.haha. dang dang dang.the heat is coming! anyway,on thurday night,received phone call from dion. he said that fuhua choir got GOLD for syf. whoa,i was like shocked! haha.maybe the change in conductor really helps or smth. its the first time fuhua got a gold for choir in syf. the 2 times i participated was silver for the first and bronze for the second. ha,the second one happened to be durin sec 4,where we were the seniors. feel quite bad about it cause i think i somehow play a part to the bronze. cause i think i sang out of tune for a part,then ms lim suddenly looked at me. oh.feel damm bad lor.didnt maintain a silver. nvr mind its all over now and they got a gold,congrats (: hmm,nth much alr i guessed. just that i think i need get a new bag soon,1 strap of my bag came off todae. can be fixed but weird feeling carrying it. haiz,need spend $$ again. well,take care peeps and enjoy the weekends (: 10:16 pm Tuesday, 14 April 2009 yoyoyo!yesterdae i did smth very wrong. super guilty la! i made someone late for lesson,not from my class anyway. because of me,she got to run from first storey to third storey. supersupersupersupersuper guilty la! hope she nvr kena scolded or smth,i'm sorry! (hope you somehow made it to here) so yesterdae after PC stayed at school do the civics thingy. okay we drew alot of things on singapore. did all the way from 4 plus till 7. supposed to hand in todae but civics tutor not here so hand in tml -,-''' todae was super restless. when my handphone alarm rang at 6.30am,i woke up,switched off. then i slept awhile more. then awhile later my father woke up so heard some noise outside. woke up see the time,6.50am.wa sian! so faster rush rush rush lor,end up still got to school early -,-''' made a big decision todae! ha.suddenly i'm glad i made the decision (: it should be a passion,not for competition sake. learnt this from some choir senior i supposed. and theres sooo many things coming next,tests,tests and more TESTS! so much to memorise for SPA and physics is soo difficult to understand. tonight,clash at the stamford bridge! come on,spirit of the istanbul! stay strong,fight on!(: 5:28 pm Sunday, 12 April 2009 hello!aw,the long weekend is coming to an end. this was really a good break cause of the long hours of sleep (: but then the weather somewhat ruined it. morning very sunny then afternoon keep on raining. yesterdae morning went swimming seeing the sunshine so great. went to the pool sometimes got sun sometimes no sun. so nvr really got the tan back at all ): but then i swam alot yesterdae,hee(: and because of the rain,i cant go for running.dang dang dang! fridae night registered for the ns medical check up. found out some infos on the website. it definitely is scaring.somewhat got an idea of what the first day will be late. report to the camp,some oath to pledge,say byebye to family,then shaving time! and those who failed napfa or get a bronze need have 4 weeks more BMT. luckily my BMI is acceptable if not worse. just a few more months to ns,it is definitely freaking me out ): yesterdae had some weird but great dreams. the first one was i'm in a basketball team and i was a 3pt pro shooter (ha,as if!) so i kept scoring in the competition and eventually,we won! my team-mates threw me up in the air but then i nvr see any of their faces. ha,my dream to be in bball competition since young came true in my dream that is. the second one was even better. i know that i shouldnt be talkin anymore bout this person but,haiz. yes its EC! i dreamt that she came back to JJ to retake her JC2 (lucky not true!) then somemore came became my classmate of 08s23. and eventually we became very good classmates. after that,really cant remember till i got waken up a sms. ha.people say the opposite will happen in reality. haiz.nvr mind,its still a good dream after all! i want more,more more!(: 3:35 pm Thursday, 9 April 2009 yoyoyo!things have been better this week than last week. nothing really bad happened until todae ... the start of the day was a bad one,why? livepool lost! ha.actually my mood really sometimes depend on the team. take for instance almost every saturday if lpool won, my mood on sunday will be damm good. so okay,the team lost.moody time! PW teacher announced that we gettin back PW results todae. so at 9.30am,the results were out at the concourse. prayed very hard before going to see it and guessed what? C! freakingly sad okay!almost 9 months of hard work for it and got a C! adding a C to my a level result slip really aint that good. got a B for chinese alr now C for PW which is more impt! so that means i cant work well in a group. haiz.my class results was good.AAAAAAAA A NI GE TOU LA! so on 9.30am onwards,really no mood liao lor. at least expected a B but got a C. my emo-ness officially ended during maths lecture (: its already fixed,i cant do anything much to change it. failure is winning mother! thats the only thing i learnt from my seniors in choir (: from now on i will tell myself,i will nvr let my a lvl result slip get a C anymore. i gonna A all my H2s and the 2 H1s! laugh all you want,smart ppl! dun care what other ppl are doing,as long as you are doing your best! heck care them get A here A there,believe in yourself. so if you're one who keep lookin down on others and laughin at others failures, GET LOST FROM HERE!! i'm gonna turn failures into strength! come on!stay strong,fight on!! (: 8:17 pm Monday, 6 April 2009 hmm,pardon me for the use of vulgarities in my previous post (: okay,i shall not think about all those unhappy stuffs that happened last week. todae is the start of a new week and hope everything will be better! anyway,i think my hair damm ugly! yesterdae i went the hair salon,the auntie asked me"cut short ah?" since i abit fed up with my hair,i say okay lor. then she took out the shaver and zzzzzzzzzzzzeeeeeeeeettttttttttt!!! the most scary was she shaved my hair from above my eyebrows to my back. so now its very short now and i'm missing my eiffel tower top ): grow!faster grow! and dang!i think i really need build on my arms biceps or smth! i cant do a single chin-up! how,NS must b4 every meal do chin-ups if cannot do then they dun give you eat! ha,the in front is true but behind not true la,just more push-ups. plus the chin-ups before every meal is a DAILY routine.wa sio! and another station i failed is the standing broad jump la need 230 somthing to get D but i only managed to get 200! 30 cm more but tough! come on!jiayou! heh.this fridae good friday! yea finally a long weekend after a bad previous weekend. hee,nth much liao really. need go do physics skill A,and dang,its damm difficult (: 要让你刮目相看!!! 5:00 pm Saturday, 4 April 2009 hello!okay 2 very bad incidents happened todae. and both at the mrt station open house. woke up at 6am and went school. reached the bishan mrt at 7 plus. then we were to go to our respective station. okay so i went.met the 3 officers there. (beware of vulgarities!) and before the vip came,there was a group of public,all elderlys. they went thru station 1 and 2 and then to our station 3. the officer explained to them our station. after that,they were supposed to go to station 4. but then there was no tour guide together with them so they dunno where to go. the officer then asked me to bring them down the escalator to station 4. so i happily brought them down,and i TOLD them to stay put at the station 4 area. one freaking uncle then ask me got ppl explain one right,i said ya. then i went to find the officers at the station to tell them explain. the 2 of them were reluctant to talk and the overall officer was busy at that time. and quite awhile had passed. then the uncle raised his voice and frowned at me,"explain lei!" the officers still discussing want to explain or not. then one officer very reluctantly walked towards the group explained to them. then next was station 5 which i dunno whre cause no signboard. so i brought them straight abit. then the freaking kukumalu uncle scolded me,"you very inefficient!" "never tell us whre to stand in station 4 and nvr explain to us." "if nvr tell us then we must wait thre for how long? 1/2 hour?" i was damm pissed off i just said sorry then turned against him and walked away. he continued to complain to some other ppl say what inefficient,whole thing crop up. then one volunteer guy brought them to the next station then he kept complaining. really la, i hao xin brought you all down you give that attitude! i not tour guide and you expect me to know every station the details. freaking bad mood liao that time and went back to my station. so next incident also happened in the open house. other than the 3 officers,there were 2 other volunteer,1 middle aged guy and 1 elderly. as all the 3 officers are malays,when ppl who cant understand chinese came, i had to help explain to them and present. and i didnt really know much about my station and i memorise some stuff in english. so i was stammering and stuttering when translatin into chinese. the freaking kukumalu middle aged volunteer came and said"hey,your chinese sux!" then he asked me to revise abit on the with the infos on the board. then i speak continuously in chinese for the next 2 groups. the kuku volunteer came and say again,"your chinese really cannot make it!" "cant believe JJC this kind of standard." wth!the nice officer next to me say dun care him. then the kuku guy kept saying my chinese bad say JJC standard bla bla bla. at first i diao-ed him and turned away. the he continued his complains ask me to memorise the simple 4 para on the board. i was damm pissed off,"you think i can memorise everything at once meh!" yes it was loud and i sounded angry! i was indeed angry then i think the guy knew i was angry he joked abit then walked away. really la,you think your chinese so good you dun go present stand behind the crowd hide. and during the officers speaking,he kept saying cannot hear cannot hear at the back. and after awhile when he finally decided to present as it was his friends coming or what, he spoke in chinese and his chinese was not better than mine. he also got eh,ah and he speaked soft one lor.behind cannot hear. since i pissed off with him,i stood at the back and shouted,"oi!cannot hear!" and throughout my shift he kept guai lan-ing me. he then asked me one qns,"you got any complain about me can sound out." i ignored him and turned away. when wj came for the next shift,he began his guailaning again. what is the tension in the blast door?any physics theories in the door. yea i know both incidents are long and really todae sucks to the max! kena scolded by an uncle and humilated by a volunteer my chinese sux! i really hope some scdf or the bishan mrt shelter ppl can read this post lor. 1st one is hao xin mei hao bao. 2nd one kena humiliated my chinese bad for the first time in life. and sorry that this post got so many vulgarities. really to the 2 guys, Friday, 3 April 2009 yoyoyo!fridae night!but dang it sux! hmm,its been eons since i blogged,maybe not that long,3 days (: so on wednesday,went school with my bandaged leg. wednesday was one of the slackiest day as we only have chem tut and physics lecture. ms yamuna wasnt there for chem tut anyway cuz of indian dance syf. no maths tut cuz teacher went for some meeting. plus,we left physics lecture 15 mins earlier, cause ms yamuna wants our class to go support the indian dance syf. so went some NUS hall to see the performance. not bad la our school since i nvr really seen any indian dance performance before. but i must say the NJC one was cool!was sitting beside NJC ppl and they went crazy! after that went imm for burger king then left home. rained!damm sian ): removed my bandaged on thursday and lessons were normal la. after school went to west mall with some f3 ppl and some unknown ppl. had mos burger.okay it was exp! after that went home and did physics tutorial. todae school ended at 12.30 and went JP for subway. saw mango girl at subway (: after that walked here walked thre then went back school for cca. then bused to bishan mrt shelter for briefing. okay the place was awesome! suppose help out tml for the open house as presenter from 7 am to 12.30. dang!mus wake up like 6am on a beautiful saturday morning. dang!i'm been havin fast food for 3 consecutive days and spending $$. lots of fats and hole in my wallet. plus cant exercise much because of my leg.dang!dang!dang! this is one of the suckiest week i think! ever since on sunday something happened then monday then bla bla bla. everything in this week sux la!all sorts of painful incidents happening at once. why suddenly my life turned into something like this.kukumalu la! how i hope i can have a long holiday and not attend school. everything bad in school and home wont happened! dang!i think i need a holiday! ): 8:17 pm |
