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Tan Kah Wang, 20, 24/1/91 (:
There's not a thing that I would change Cause you're amazing Just the way you are And when you smile, The whole world stops and stares for awhile Cause girl you're amazing Just the way you are Links and Credits Layout: Clairine Warner Codes: -ambulance Icon: biconcave Arshad; Alex; Bernard; Chean Fei; Chor Chuan; Derek; Dion; Elaine; Fang Qi; Geraldine(JJC); Geraldine(BBSS); Gui Ping; Hong Jin; Huixian; Huiyan; Huiyi; Iezah; Jacelyn; Jian Hao; Jiayi; Jingyun; Jocelyn; Kok Leong; Li Huan; Melissa; Min Wei; Nabil; Qiao Yi; Raymond(FHSS); Raymond(JJC); Ruiyi; Si Jia; Sipei; Siying; Tiffany; Tommy; Wee Lat; Xiaowei |
Monday, 31 May 2010
haiz, times past really damn fast huh?
especially when you're having fun! less than 3 hours now and i'm booking in again -,-''' damn sian, the 4 day break makes me so relax till i forget everything bout army. but on the other hand, its another week in tekong. ppl say BMT in tekong is the best out of your 2 years in army. so guessed that i've to enjoy the remaining times with my platoon mates! come on guys, lets strive for our SIT TEST! oh and dont forget about hand grenade throwing this week. dang!all my friends say its damn scary. and yes,i'm feeling so nervy now. "I choose you, Pikachu!" why not "I choose you, Bellsprout" haha, rmb the times when i go around the school drawing Bellsprout on the table in every class (: please god, hope grenade throwing and SIT TEST will turn out fine! guess that i wont be here the coming saturday and sunday. cause of confinement for SIT TEST and i still dont know when will I be back. LOL!hopefully the sooner the better. i know my bed and my computer will miss me alot (: yesterdae went orchard point for the mushroom pot steamboat buffet. it was nice huh! golden head mushroom is like...WOW! the price also quite nice also, $30+!! lol, please army allowance, come in faster! after the steamboat with F4,walked around Somerset@313 jiu came home le. jiu like that another day gone! todae had one of the longest sleep. slept from 12.30am till 11+,damn nice huh! then woke up ate breakfast after that went gym! yes i went to the gym,i feel so uncomfortable 4 days never exercise at all. did running, SBJ training, dumbell training. felt so good! took my weight, 61.5kg. heehee,so these 4 days i nvr gained any weight! (: speaking of SAFRA, really damn pissed off. they sent the card to the 9th storey instead of my 5th storey. dang! still cannot figure out why my handwriting of "5" can turn into a "9". oh and CZ smsed me that the school grad cert can be collected todae. damn lazy to go out after back from gym. hopefully after SIT TEST still can collect. so long never go back school le, wonder how will it feel? maybe can see Mary? haha! okay le la, now just prayed for me everything will be fine for the next two weeks. after SIT TEST is over, BMT is like over le. cannot wait for it man, come on! take care peeps and off i go for SIT TEST and Hand Grenade! (: new Jay chou song, quite nice i thought! 5:42 pm Saturday, 29 May 2010 haiz, good times always passed damn fast huh!?! so fast 2 days gone le, 2 more days then back to hell. yesterdae had our 2nd section outing. this time we really went k-box at marina! (: supposed to meet at 12 but then later change to 1. then when ben smsed that, i'm already at tiong bahru le -,-''' so i reached city hall at 12. walked around citylink, saw the new liverpool jersey, wa! feel like buying damn lots of stuff when walking sia. then walked to marina square from first floor to third floor. walked inside arcade see ppl play. jiu like that about 1 hour gone. so i walked back to the esplanade mrt station wait for them. then ben,josh and hong hock came. went for lunch, damn hungry nearly fainted cause nvr eat breakfast. LOL! then went k-box from 2 to 6. heng hao joined and dang! it was damn fun singing huh! 5 big guys inside a confined room singing song after song. who cares about 走音 all those stuffs? and the song "love drunk" got us high huh?!?! but something bad, the aircon inside is like damn cold please. when you sing can automatic 抖音one. then came out,saw Ryan there,haha! also saw Mr Leow also (: and the last person i had to see is L* W**,haiz,sad sad memories. after that went city hall to pei them for dinner at mac jiu go home le. today went JP watched prince of persia with jianhao. lol, he couldnt recognise me until i called his name -,-''' went Carl's Jr, lol, first time i eat Carl's Jr not full de. then went Subway buy 3 cookies smuggle inside cinema to eat. lol, really feel that booking out can make me fatter. thursday-Burger King friday-Mcdonald, Jollibean saturday-Carl's Jr, Subway, Dim Sum at night tml? lol, going mushroom pot eat buffet. lol, 不肥才怪！ and i dont know why all of a sudden all the aircon in shopping malls are damn cold. inside the cinema i trembling like crazy. used my bag to cover my legs and jacket cover upper body. must learn to wear long pants le ): okay the movie was great. better than the game illustrated,haha. nice storyline and unexpected ending (: after movie jiu home sweet home. just now went eat some dim sum with family, wa piang! for last 2 weeks i've already spent more than $100!! i still want buy my i-touch and a new bag de sia. and also save up for taiwan! busket NS salary so little and they deducted my SAFRA but i havent get the card yet ): tml suppose to have a 08S23 class gathering or birthday celebration for dajie and tengye. but since some ppl got church so end up we 4 going out only. planning to go mushroom pot at orchard point. wow, always wanted to try it. but the price not that good huh, confirm around $30 de. haiz, just enjoy life before SIT TEST la (: okay la nth much le. tml night then maybe blogging again. going stay at home on monday sia, dont want spend any more $$ (: maybe going to gym on monday morning, no PT for 3 days le. okay thats all peeps, wish me good times for the next 2 days! (: 有你在身边，爱我一点，是你让我的生命越来越甜! Thursday, 27 May 2010 woo!back from a very short week. i dont know why, suddenly i feel that training after field camp is so xiong! just cannot cope le,has field camp made me weaker instead? tuesday morning woke up at 4 plus then IPPT at 6 plus. kns!really disappointing sia! only improvement was 2.4km, happy! then was SOC. damn it! its so not fun. talk what SOC is like an army playground. wheres the fun in it huh? haha, maybe because i cant clear many of the stations (: but really, one of army song makes sense. "SOC sibei jialat, IPPT lagi worse!" todae was the SOC test or smth mock test la. failed 4 out of 9 stations,woo! haiz, suan liao suan liao! this week damn long weekend! its so rare to get a long weekend like this. thursday night all the way to monday night, song bo! but sad thing is we cannot book out the next saturday and sunday cuz of sit test. freak! sleep in basha and eat combat rations again! but come to think of that, kind of miss combat rations (: but hopefully everything will turn out fine during sit test la. and also hopefully my fitness can improve lo,if not really haiz! the things that i want to archieve at the end of BMT are so far away. far far away, dont think i will ever archieve that! ): nvr mind, just keep in mind the block leave period after BMT. we're going to Taiwan! OMG! haha, sounds so exciting huh!! enough about army stuff huh. everytime my post half of it is about life in tekong. so last sunday had the first section outing i supposed. Joshua,Ben,Hong Hock,Chun Yi,Sheng were there. went cineleisure, suppose to have k-box but cancelled it. went lunch at the Hong Kong Xin Wang Cafe. woo, damn nice huh! then went watched "The Losers". the movie wasnt bad, in fact better than expected. somewhat related to army with those weapons and stuffs. after that jiu went played pool. wa, not bad ah, quite fun even though lose like hell. then at night went to "The Penang Place" for dinner with family. wow, damn nice sia the food. eating such good food and especially after field camp,wow! tml gonna have another section outing. this time we're really going to k-box! woo! gonna sing my heart out cause its time to enjoy before SIT test! okay la, dont want type le. maybe next few days then blog again cause its a loooonnnnggg weekend! so take care and have fun peeps! (: 10:46 pm Saturday, 22 May 2010 okay i survived the bloody field camp. rumours has it all, field camp is the worst thing of BMT. and yes i seriously agree. it was a period where the characters of all people start showing. it was a period where everyone was so annoyed and shagged. it was a period where you see who are your true friends. first day of field camp,worst of all i thought. after 8km march, set up basha tents then went urban ops thing. freak,i was having serious breathing difficulty and i was already ready to give up. my platoon 17 people fell out for the urban ops thing. OC CPT Tan came and scolded us weaklings. demoralising, say what even PES C batch better than us. but he's still very nice, gave us rest for 2 hours before continuing. thanks to those people who asked me not to give up,seriously,thanks! (: so first two days slept in basha tents. 2nd night,rain like hell. squeezed inside one basha with 3 other ppl,cool huh!?! 3rd day,moved to our new camp site for the jungle ops thing. freak!to get up to our sleeping shellscrape area,we need climb a hill for 8 mins? wtf!wth!crazy! imagine getting up and down at night and especially the ground is muddy. digged the shellscrape like crazy for about 6 hours. tried to pia finish it within 4 hours so got reward but failed ): sleeping in the shellscrape really sucks,next morning you'll find yourself swimming in it (: and yes throughout the 6D5N,it rained for 4night. how unlucky can we be? all my long 4 uniform,socks,underwear and field pack is all brown in colour le. was appointed field camp IC on day 4 night. first reporting strength jiu kena half left down le,haiz! dont know why they picked me. being an IC is damn tough, count strength here there,pass message around. day 5 night, told SGT "SGT,thought field camp IC supposed to change every night?" haha, he said"you're doing a good job, carry on" lol, so bo bian carried out with it for the last day lor. so field camp ended on thursday. see the toner coming to pick us up,holy molly! damn shiok!even shioker when went back to camp! we're in heaven! so overall field camp was really really tough. i think it was the influence of all my platoon mates that kept me going. and also my family, saw the letter they wrote to me. cried like hell, its been eons since i cried huh? field camp makes me appreciate the things around me more. now i'll take nothing for granted. and i believe i'm a better man now! (: and yes i'm booking in on monday! and next week damn shiok. monday book in, thursday book out! WEE!!! tml k outing with section mates,maybe not going cause too early haha. but definitely joining them for lunch and other stuffs! (: and i want forward all the way to POP,taiwan trip with platoon mates! how cool can that be! (: and i'm freaking addicted to this song,lol. everytime take my rifle can use it as a guitar and sing this out,lol! 11:20 pm Saturday, 8 May 2010 with reference to my previous post, i have cheered up ppl,letting everything go le. i find it damn difficult to dislike ppl. i'm always friendly to all ppl if they are to me. its so not kahwang if you see me diao-ing you off,haha. so i'm going to accept everyone with an open heart! (: another week gone, really fast! and wth, next week is field camp le. god please bless me man! this is the thing i'm most scared of in BMT. i'm so freaking scared of wild boar,snake,monkey,scorpion and whatever you can find. please don't come and visit me at all,thank you (: hopefully i can survive man,i'm also scared of dying cause of heat rashes. okay this week quite alot of things in fact. SOC was not as easy as it seems. the balancing stations really test me to the limit. when at height,my feet will tremble like earthquake. dont know whether can pass or not. 6km route march really makes me want to die. its so tough man,wonder how to survive the 24km. wednesday is the day i'll always remember. 050510 is the date when i break my zero for chin-up! yes i did one finally!i'm so happy till i want to cry sia. the feeling when you go over the bar using your own strength,OMG! damn happy man,hopefully the number will start increasing man! i really want pass my ippt before BMT ends (: dang this morning woke up at 8.30am,really cannot sleep long le. i've decided to study Mathematical Science at NTU! haha,its either computer engineering NUS or Mathematical Science for me. so decided to go Mathematical Science. hopefully its a right choice man! (: went watched IP-MAN 2 todae! omg,its definitely better than iron man 2 please. the fighting style is damn cool sia,i dont mind watching it again (: and yes!theres IP MAN 3 with bruce lee,woo! excited man!please come out fast! saw Bryan Wong at JP,wow! finally ate subway after eons,its like heaven (: then came home at 5 plus,went out at 6 plus. went to some chinese restaurant at Jurong Country Club. forgot the name le but quite famous i supposed. it was quite grand and i wore slippers go in (: and kns, got one girl looked at me from top to bottom. then when she saw my slippers,she diao-ed me. kns!i seriously hate this kind of ppl who look down on ppl because they themselves are rich. freak off man! went inside also see quite alot of ppl wearing slippers,whatever! the food was nice!so long nvr eat big and fresh prawns le. inside army the prawns you find,haha! are they prawns?lol! saw one very pretty girl inside,wa! after that went imm walk walk around. saw one of the JJ senior OGL who danced with me before,haha. and dang!i missed mass dance. on thursday,we were dancing inside army camp,fun huh! just reached home not long ago,and dang! less than 24 hours to book in ): think tml going to stay at home. planning to go beach road but MG helped me bought the stuffs. so need stay home polish boots,pack bags,prepare for field camp. hopefully the next two weeks will be safe and smooth man. yes i will only blog in two weeks time. forget to mention my field camp only starts on friday then over the weekends ): Yankee and Zulu will surely be laughing at us when they book out. dang them!haha. okay le la, nothing much le. i think i'm gonna write down lyrics and bring to camp. always feel like singing in camp but forget the lyrics. the song i'm so into is 如果这就是爱情. omg its damn nice la! and i havent remember the lyrics for Vanilla Twilight also,haha. 10:49 pm Saturday, 1 May 2010 lol, i wrote something wrong in my last post. PTP hasnt ended last week, it only ended yesterdae -,-''' lol, how kukumalu can i be (: yes so it has officially ended, did it helped me get fitter? cant even do a single chin-up yet, you say lei? this week kept spending times with my wife lor. i must say, we shldnt get married at all in the first place. i was seriously damn down on wednesday. it was the day when i saw the true colours of some ppl. mocking at you when you failed to excel in something. i seriously felt like crying on wednesday. NO JOKE, SERIOUS! it was also one of the day when i found real true platoon mates. thanks to all those who encouraged me on that day. if you all still dont understand what happened, my results was the worst among the whole of platoon 3 and 4 at the live range. on thursday during my re-shoot, deep in my heart i told myself to imagine the targets all those ppl who mocked at me. i know it was kind of bad, this is so not the kahwang before army. nevertheless i did that, and overall i passed (: sometimes i like to ask my friends this question, "do you feel regretted having meet me?" i dont know, i just feel so useless this week. "i can't pull, i can't jump, i can't shoot", was the phrase that kept appearing in my mind. saw the facebook group,"Being nice gets you nowhere" at first i totally disagreed, i was nice from pri sch to JC and everything was fine. but for now, i need to think twice. for the remaining of my life in tekong, i think its quite difficult now. everyone seems so different now compared to the first day of enlistment. i seriously don't know, i just hate this. everything has changed, including me i think. i cant no longer find my strong boost of optimism bursting through me anymore. please god, 开导我吧! todae morning went bugis iluma for iron man 2. so qiao, saw hocky on the train, same cabin, same destination. LOL! went to the nvr went before iluma. please don't call me a sua gu (: it was quiet i supposed, but the ambience is nice. better than the much crowded bugis street huh. and its a nice place to shop for clothes (: okay the movie was okay only i thought. i have no intention of watching iron man 1 in the first place. but i remembered watching on the plane towards Australia. haha, thought it was pretty nice so decided to follow it. but the fighting scenes in iron man 2 was pretty little. and the storyline was quite boring in front. next weekend, IP MAN 2! okay la, dont feel like blogging le. hopefully next week in army everything will be smooth. 傻瓜 我们都一样 被爱情伤了又伤 相信这个他不一样 却又再一次受伤 10:18 pm |
