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Tan Kah Wang, 20, 24/1/91 (:
There's not a thing that I would change Cause you're amazing Just the way you are And when you smile, The whole world stops and stares for awhile Cause girl you're amazing Just the way you are Links and Credits Layout: Clairine Warner Codes: -ambulance Icon: biconcave Arshad; Alex; Bernard; Chean Fei; Chor Chuan; Derek; Dion; Elaine; Fang Qi; Geraldine(JJC); Geraldine(BBSS); Gui Ping; Hong Jin; Huixian; Huiyan; Huiyi; Iezah; Jacelyn; Jian Hao; Jiayi; Jingyun; Jocelyn; Kok Leong; Li Huan; Melissa; Min Wei; Nabil; Qiao Yi; Raymond(FHSS); Raymond(JJC); Ruiyi; Si Jia; Sipei; Siying; Tiffany; Tommy; Wee Lat; Xiaowei |
Saturday, 16 October 2010
i seriously want to ooc from medic course or get out of that freakingly idiotic camp!
i can't believe i'm gonna stuck with that senior medic for the next 1 year 4 month! yesterday was the first day the new senior medic officially took over. still remember the first time we saw him on wednesday, he said to us the 3 OJTs "forget what stories you've heard about me" i thought he'll changed towards the good. fyi, the stories referred to him asking all the medics to clean up the whole medical center, even crawl up to the ceilings to scrub the algae off. WTF! this kind of person really 吃饱没事做! supposed to book out at 5.30pm on friday. that guy came and started all his fascinating stunts. stand by area at 4.30pm. okay first time we failed, asked us to clean again. clean for 15 mins, checked again, failed again. then one of the senior said," wtf! clean again and then fall in again? waste my time!" that senior medic heard him and said "if you all want play, i got the whole night to play!" WTH! i seriously don't know what he want sia! doesn't he have a family? don't he want to go back home earlier to spend time with them? and finally after cleaning and failing, we passed at 7.15pm -,-''' and he said this was just the lowest standard to pass. next week onwards, stand by area in medical center everyday, i've got the feelings he'll ask us to scrub algae again. that meanie weenie devil, even Ms Yamuna is so much better than him la! after that, we thought can finally book out. NO WAY! went to his office sign the book in book out book. "all your handwriting seriously sucks!" "now i want you all to write on a paper then i'll approve, then can write on the book" WTH! pls, we're not primary school kids! one more of his fascinating stunt, there won't be anymore stay out for us from now on. aren't we working in the medical center from 8-5 everyday? now he arranged a bunk for us and all need to stay in!?!?!?!?!?!?!?!??! still say to us its not necessary for you all to stay in. i bet there'll be more area cleaning in the bunk. i think we should change our vocation to "combat area cleaner" ORD, pls faster come, i really need to get of that place with that a**hole there! i no longer have the optimism to carry on my army life. i'm getting more and more fragile nowadays like what MG said ): so fragile that my body is seriously in such a low condition. this morning woke up really freakingly sick, no fever but then body just ache all over. don't really feel like going for the monthly BMT platoon outing, but then i seriously miss them and being together with them makes me super happy (: so went out, trying to forget everything about my camp. went vivocity at 1.30pm, ended up late (oops!) gautham, kaixuan, ding xiang & david were there. waited for the others to join till like 2.30. stanley, teck soon, tevin, jia rong, meng guan, nicholas, joshua and sheng yang. finally saw sheng yang after like 4 months !?!?! missed him to the max sia! went to the Earle Swensen's (i think) to have lunch. its weird, didn't know there's this restaurant. reminded me of the days i worked in swensen's, but its a higher quality place, haha! had the clam chowder soup and the tuna cheese prata? whatever its called. saw Dave, my cdayl camper, didn't call him cause he was with his girlfriend, haha! after that walked around, supposed to watch movie but all full =X ended up taking the mrt to somerset. went cineleisure to see the movie timings, no good movie so didn't watch. went played arcade instead for awhile. after that time really flies sia, time for dinner. went to "The Handburger" at 313. damn it was good! seriously deserved to be on the newspaper. i want go try it again! AWESOME STUFF! after that walked around orchard awhile, talk cock sing song on the way. time really flies when you're with the best ppl around. why time doesn't fly when i'm in the bloody medical center? on monday afternoon, went IMH with a patient. first time sitting the ambulance, damn it was slow like?!?!?!! i saw this very meaningful quote at IMH, "Accept who you are. You may be a drop in the ocean, but every drop counts!" its kind of nice and meaningful isn't it? but still i don't have the ability to do this in my medical center. thanks to those who ask me to press on, really appreciate all your thoughts and concerns. but once you're in my footsteps, its really difficult to get things right. and another thing that really bother me. i think i'm losing a really close friend. i seriously hope what we think about him is not true and he's still the person i know last time back in BMT. why do all the bad things happen to me at once? i'm no longer the one who fights everything with optimism, and have a postive thinking anymore. i seem so fragile, weak and so easily knocked down by all sort of obstacles. 我到底怎么了? 明天会更好? really? 带我走 out of sungei gedong! 带走我 away from that senior medic! 10:38 pm |
