Saturday, 16 July 2011
haiz! what a bad week, real bad week.
the whole mood went wrong after thursday afternoon.
received two calls from two majors with so much shits thrown to me.
even though it was like the end of a week, the mood was totally wrong.
freaking shit! i really don't know why am i doing shits of theirs.
somemore they are regulars, tsktsk.
people just tell me to hold on and tahan for 8 more months till i ORD.
but it's really tough, you won't know what will come everyday.
i hate my army life, i hate my medic vocation, i hate my camp.
as i grow older, i'm like not the old me anymore.
my optimistic self is totally gone, the way i think is damn different now.
i'll always think about the bad things nowadays.
i'm just too tired of hanging on i guess.



















i think i'm going away for a short break.
it's time to go on hiatus from the social world.
i don't want people to know how i feel, how i think.
until i have really settle every shit that were thrown to me,
until i feel really better, then i'll be back.

okay, so i will write one final post before i go MIA.
next tuesday is our IPPT, make or break, its that day.
i hope somehow miracles will happen that day, SBJ 216cm (:
i really want to up rank, up $$$!
then i can go for my driving lessons, like finally lor.
went watched harry potter today.
mood was seriously bad, didn't bother to dress up or style hair.
just take any random clothes and slippers jiu walked out of house.
watched the movie in 3D, didn't really want it but tickets booked le so bo bian.
okay, it wasn't that good i supposed.
everyone died so easily de, maybe i never read the books la.
but still, i expected more especially since it's the last movie.
Luna Lovegood is so awesome inside! haha!
and i think the 19 years later part is the most stupid rubbish.
in what way does Hermione, Ron & Harry looks like 30+ and have kids.
at least put some wrinkles on their face or something la.
haiyoyo! real bad real bad!
i think all the previous 6 harry potter movies
are all more exciting than the last one lor.
this last one is somehow somewhat missing of something la.
and i saw something very disturbing at woodlands just now.
i saw 3 banglas buying bras at one of the shophouses.
LOL! please they are all guys somemore.
it's damn funny when they try to haggle the price with the seller.
what are they up to? wearing bras to work instead of shirts? tsktsk!
and i saw this picture below at someone space, it's damn funny!
okay guys, guess that it's time to say goodbye.
i may pop in once in a while to post some songs and some pictures to share.
and maybe update my facebook status once in a while (:
wish me luck please and bless me! (:
10:08 pm